If I always remember The Second Innocence

"...Enigma... enigma..." Tiago heard in his head as he woke up from that fateful nap on a depressing Sunday, with Sunday sunset still to come, and worse: midnight, when the evil statistics say most of the world's suicides occur. He was going through a terrible existential crisis, a la Hedmiways: "The most difficult lesson as an adult is the incessant need to keep going, no matter how broken one feels inside"; a la Schopenhauer: "Life is a pendulum that swings between pain and boredom"; a la Ecclesiastes: "Too much knowledge only increases suffering." His head was the perfect battlefield between Schopenhauer and Nietzsche and their famous argument: live to suffer? But he identified with none of these men as much as with Jeremiah, the weeping prophet, who so often seemed to speak his own words.

Cursed be the day I was born! May not the day my mother gave birth to me be blessed! Cursed be the man who made my father glad, saying, ‘A son has been born to you!’ May that man be like the cities the LORD overthrew without mercy. May he hear shouts in the morning and the cry of war at noon! Why didn’t God let me die in my mother’s womb? Then she would have been my grave, and I would never have come out of her. Why did I have to emerge from the womb only to see trouble and affliction and end my days in shame?...

Because Tiago wasn't an upstart in the realm of suffering. He knew that humankind isn't at the top of the food chain, but that other beings make use of us, and that this often hurts greatly, because it represents our obsessions, traumas, and strange ailments that traditional science can't solve or properly catalog. It tries to do so like a bird that wants to fly with only one wing. The other, invisible wing is the one on the astral plane, the true matrix of our suffering lives. This explains why we make the same mistakes again and again, why we repeat the same past drama over and over again with other people. and why the sensation of perpetual sowing-growth-harvest." But what disconcerted him most was that these beings who feed on us not only eat low vibrations but also those of high vibrations. Devotion, love, prayers are their dish too. Where is God? he asked, knowing that he was within him.
"Enigma, enigma," he heard again in his head, this time not so much from beyond the grave.
"Yes, this "enigma" must now be solved, but the clue "enigma" tells me absolutely nothing, angel..."
He said aloud, but a light lit up inside him because it was at that very second that he realized that he knew he was accompanied by a being. He didn't consider himself a prophet, but as a child, he was harassed by visions of the astral plane where he saw horrifying beings, some committing all kinds of misdeeds, some unspeakable, bloody, sexual. What others considered a gift for Tiago was a curse, hence his identification with Jeremiah. Although unlike the Great prophet, he kept his visions silent. James knew that the injustices man suffers are even greater than he believes. We are shamelessly abused, but at the same time, man constantly demonstrates his foolishness and irresponsibility. He seeks his own evils like an automaton designed for self-destruction. We see this when man, not sensing that we are surrounded by enemies, becomes a fornicator, a drug addict, a glutton, and violent. Today we see the height of the age of idiocy, with inclusive language in vogue, gender ideology in kindergartens, and trans-whatever. And the dog-man, iguana, gray, mare, etc. The cultural battle against these aberrations is also engaged. There are also massive pro-life marches against abortion. And people on social media protesting this, and those stars in this great dark night shine with double splendor if they are They know two things: the operation to destroy society is very heavy and comes from very high, and that "God made man weak to show him his mercy." "Father, mercy, you gave him so much license," James exclaimed to God over and over again. He deeply understood that things with God are more symmetrical than we can imagine. Man can choose to elevate his existence through obedience or disobedience to God. The problem is when he chooses to elevate, the resentful devil changes his expression and tests him again, exactly as we see in The Devil's Advocate. The error in that movie is that the evil accuser has a time limit: the time of the Gentiles, praying for Jesus. James meditated, all this while sipping tea on his balcony, while the breeze hit his face. He involuntarily looked at his computer for the second time. He said out loud: Man lives questioning God about the injustices we see and suffer when we all cry out invoke them: Ab

Tiago meditated, all this while sipping tea on his balcony, while the breeze hit his face. He involuntarily looked at his computer for the second time. He said out loud: Man lives questioning God about the injustices we see and suffer when we all invoke them shouting: Free abortion!, You're the one raping!, Legal drugs now! or, worst of all, "Heil Satan!" And the world is increasingly pornographic, heretical, secular, nihilistic, hedonistic, approaching a moral chaos where the foolish are praised and the prudent are censored for belonging to the Establishment.
Tiago had problems on all five sides of life, and sometimes his misfortunes were so perfectly cut down the middle that this unnatural cut suggested there was something behind it all, and this was made clear to him by the movie "Commandments," where a cult persecuted the artificially unfortunate protagonist. That same intuition freed him from the very pain they were trying to inflict on him: KNOW THE TRUTH, IT WILL FREE YOU.
"Enigmas... enigma..." this time the voice sounded more real, more in 3D, no longer from beyond the grave. As if the solution were approaching him. To solve a riddle, the word "riddle" isn't very helpful.
Looking at the computer involuntarily once more, he exclaimed:
Supposedly, we are being morally tested. We suffer the darkness to see if we value the light and return to it, like the Prodigal Son. But as we approach it, it is usurped by a false light, and it devours its followers. Priests who rape children, pastors who economically plunder their flocks, and worst of all, the trafficking of souls and bodies. I saw this both in the New Age and in institutional Christian religions. People who weren't in a cabaret or a bar, or watching a football game, but were going to seek God, going to seek light, and they take away their body to put a walkin' in, and who knows what the fate of that soul will be.
What most perplexes us is that Jesus himself said all this: "Woe to the priest who travels the world looking for a proselyte and upon finding him makes him a greater slave to hell than he is," and when he spoke of the regenerated being visited again by the devil that he took out with 7 others, and his condition is worse.
This opens the door to the possibility that Jesus is a hypocrite, and tells us that things are more difficult, serious, and fatal than we think, but it makes us sense that there must be a solution, since his great saying is: KNOW THE TRUTH AND IT WILL FREE YOU.
He said it clearly: few find the narrow way out to salvation. "But if we stop believing because of these paradoxes, the devil had his way. One day, he was made to understand that Freemasonry capitalized Jesus and neutralized him to make his salvation stand out, turning him into just another of their 23 "Jesuses" who aren't true saviors but rather work to elevate the planet's frequency. But to interpret Jesus, a strict protocol must be followed so that if the seeker is genuinely chosen by God, they can reach Him. Otherwise, tragedies will unfold. With usurpers of low and high frequency, things are that tangled. Devout and pious prayers to Mary never reach God and are the nourishment of the non-divine order. Tiango saw this with his gift and never spoke about it to anyone, even when he was surrounded by Catholics. 

"Enigma... enigma."
With his gaze fixed on infinity but looking at the computer, he said: An intelligent person can take drugs, a wise person can't. An intelligent person can practice witchcraft, a wise person can't. An intelligent person can be corrupt, a wise person never can. An intelligent person can commit suicide, a wise person never can. No one suffering from so-called intellectual pessimism can be wise, but if someone who is half-intelligent and half-foolish, no matter how carefully they organize their words, their neural pathways never end in the destinations that please God.
While it is true that demons harass us and persuade us toward evil and darkness, only to then devour us for being unwary, at the same time, light is often stolen, becoming yet another trap. There must be a solution. He said, resting in his bed as dusk fell.
Perhaps there's no need to find the light, but simply to seek it. Only that will keep demons away and at bay, says Ecclesiastes. So, don't be too good, nor too wise! Why destroy yourself? 17 On the other hand, don't be too bad either. Don't be foolish! Why die before your time? 18 Pay attention to these instructions, because everyone who fears God will avoid falling into both extremes. [a]
Tiago recalled an experience that left him dazzled: someone with an angelic appearance appeared to him and showed him on the astral plane how people who pray to God or Jesus are energetically abused. The curious thing is that with a brilliant reflex, he said firmly: "Yes, but you are as demonic as they are."
"No, I'm not trying to say it when he began to smoke, smoke coming out from all sides, scorching, exclaiming insults at the unexpected arrow of light from Tiago's mouth. That is, the false light denouncing another false light. Even so, he didn't lose faith in Jesus. Except when the experience ended, a voice told him: "Now you're ready."
"Ready," he asked.
"To expect the unexpected," was the reply.
"It's not necessary to understand, it's enough to believe, all is light," someone said. "The just shall live by faith." Life lies not in understanding, but in having faith. For this cannot be knowledge, but it would not be faith. Faith implies love, meekness, and a willingness to accept God's yoke.
"Enigma... enigma." He looked at the computer that seemed to be calling him, but he chose the stereo to set the music to that existential Sunday, and they just happened to be listening to this song by the German band Enigma.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpDECD3zPYk&list=RDkpDECD3zPYk&start_radio=1
With that beautiful song called "The Return to Innocence." Tiago finally understood everything. That is the wisest attitude to the dilemmas of Hegel, Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Ecclesiastes, and Jeremiah. And one is absolutely free to adopt it. If the truth burns, it returns to innocence, but not a dangerous innocence, daring because of ignorance, but a chosen, conscious, expert, astute innocence, managed from above, not by chance or chaos, not by being a log carried and dragged by the chaotic waves, which leads us to the inevitable depression of knowing everything and then adopting the victim's stance, "Oh, poor me, who knows so much..." But why? When one is free to adopt this wise attitude. Choosing to see everything through the eyes of a child again and being surprised by things that have surprised us before. Wanting without foreboding, as the song goes. That they won't fool us, because it's the second innocence. When we must stop playing dumb, we will do so with the cunning we never abandon. It's not being foolish, it's being the opposite of that. Aren't there also many jovial and happy philosophers? Tiago also meditated on this, the Grays and reptilians that we see so much with those demonic faces, it is very difficult for them to have a happy little home, with their wife and children waiting for him with a warm meal, after he returns from his galactic mission. And they are the elite leaders who with abortion, LGBT dictatorship, woke, polyamory, transwhatever, want to destroy Earthling families. And for this they want to implement surrogate wombs or external uteruses, frozen embryos. Transgressing the internal mechanism that contains the work of God. And for this they want to do it to indirectly mock Him, as the final part of what began in the Exodus.

The Second Innocence is the solution to the dilemma of those who suffer from intellectual pessimism, the hipsters, and the problem of the false light with their false Jesuses. Yes, Jesus is very usurped, he predicted it, but they must follow a strict protocol; if the aspirant doesn't let himself be fooled, he will reach the true Jesus at the top. And at the deepest point of the dark night of his soul, James saw the dazzling dawn.
The devil was left holding the empty gravedigger's shovel because another was the end of that night where he attacked and torpedoed James's faith to a fatal end, but he was not alone and responded to the help. And finally, Satan stopped laughing so much. Reason, yes, sometimes is the devil's whore, but there is something greater than reason, and that is truth. The truth is that God is good and the devil is evil. To God corresponds the light, which is good, and to the devil the darkness, which is evil. Processing the truth within man is as powerful as an atomic bomb, because with a man who is enlightened, everything becomes a little enlightened, and that is a nightmare for the NWO, the Illuminati, and the demonic aliens who want to destroy this great tree full of love nests that is every family, where a traditional family lives: father, man, mother, woman, with heterosexual children.
And finally, Tiago understood, because he was looking at the computer, that he had to write an essay on the Second Innocence, and he began with these phrases. And with the lyrics of the beautiful Enigma song, "The Return to Innocence."
THE END
Love, devotion
Feeling, emotion

Don't be afraid of being weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart, my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

If you want, laugh
If you must, cry
Be yourself, don't hide
Just believe in destiny

Don't care what others say
Just follow your own path
Don't give up and seize the opportunity
To return to innocence

That's not the beginning
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"A wise man is he who is surprised again by things."
"I am a pessimist by intelligence, but an optimist by will."
You are never too old to set a new goal, or to dream a new dream. (C.S. Lewis)
Failure is the opportunity to begin again with more intelligence. (Henry Ford)

In order to continue, I have to start all over again. (León Gieco)

It's always good to start over.
6. Nothing is lost if you have the courage to proclaim that all is lost and you must begin again. (Julio Cortázar)
Every new beginning comes from the end of some other beginning. (SENECA)
Faith is taking the first step, even when you can't see the whole staircase yet.

KNOW THE TRUTH, IT WILL FREE YOU.
THE TRUTH OF THE SECOND INNOCENCE.